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October 15, 2013

Indie Amour


Written 2013- 8- 8

When someone mentions first love, I think of getaways, concerts and outdoor music festivals, polaroid montages, European getaways, brunch at the most fancy cafes, confessions weaved into mix tapes, songs, guitars and the most intoxicating singing voice, scenarios fit for an indie movie. I have always lived in the fantasy tale of an epic first love- one that doesn't last - impractical, unsustainable, irrational - yet absolutely insane and memorable at the same time.

I guess I'm slowly learning about love as a verb, an active process of care and support, not the hollywood-programmed noun that magically appears with the blink of an eye. Yet part of me still remains a romantic, and sometimes I wonder if I am growing old too fast to indulge in fantasies.

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