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I wish I could tie you up in my shoes / October 24, 2011

Call me timid, if you must- it's almost like a reflex syndrome. Wanting to form a covalent bond yet having inter-electronic repulsion? Chemistry is taking over my brain.

Sigh.

I feel completely, completely alone in this entire manifesto. Guys have guys- while the rest have completely disintegrated. Fact. Get over it, girl.

I just wished that I could be a little more thick-skinned, a little more open, a little less apprehensive. A little more naive, a little less analytical. A little less of a sour plum. A little more initiated. A little more willing to make things right.

When will I get out of this cage I've created for myself?

I miss company. Any sort of company.