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October 20, 2011

All that's left of me

I think some of us, we have a really dark side that's actually really who we are. The side that's all sorts of insecure, lonely and full of gloom. The side that's abnormally anti-social and just, sad. It's not something to be proud of, it's slightly queer and obviously not welcomed.

Thus we try to hide it. It's fine, we can be happy too if we will ourselves hard enough to be. Like all the other people. After all, smiling is a piece of cake. It is the perfect disguise.

But it's not fair. Why doesn't anyone else have a dark cloud hanging above them too? Why is it so easy for them? Why is it just me? Is it just me?

The brimming sunshine is blinding my eyes.


There is something that I'm doing wrong. I don't know what it is and it's killing me, through stabs after stabs of reality checks.

There is only one word for a situation like this. *

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