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June 13, 2011

On the borderline

Huddling under the bed covers at 1.29pm, not wanting to break out of this confined, safe place that I've created for myself.

It's so hard. My mind is a constant struggle of 'I can't do this' versus 'you can, you have to, you must' and 'I can't afford to screw this up anymore'. I guess that's what I lose out on- such weak perseverance coupled with an extreme lag of whatever has been going on this whole year.

It is one thing to say and another thing to act upon one's words. I guess I've been counting on such pressure to strive on but ultimately, everything is for myself. I also don't need to be daunted by every word that comes out of people's mouths, judgements that I have no obligation to prove otherwise.

Sigh shall get out of my lazy bubble now. It's econs day today.

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