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April 13, 2011

Everyday I'm shufflin'

To push down the depressing post below, here is an old post:


I LOVE THE GLEE REGIONALS EPISODE SONGS. Have been listening to it like for more than twenty times already I swear: blackbird, candles, raise your glass, get it right, misery (lol PW theme song), and loser like me! (L)

Chris Colfer's voice is damn awesome.

Glee rant over.

Part two!

Part of why this came on my mind was because of this small card pasted on the wall, with two simple words written on it: MUST WIN.

We all want to win, some people already have the capacity to do so, some need to push harder, and some are just plain lucky.

Every pellet is a shot at pursuing whatever you're after.

Sometimes after twirling about the damn black dot for so long I will just become frustrated and heck care, although I know the right thing to do is to put down the rifle and chill.

It's the same kind of pent-up frustration and mentality that I have towards studying; and this is what frightens me. At the every last moment when things start to really matter, I just crash.

It is especially after consecutive shots of 7 and 8s, when the true test of resilience takes place: when confidence is utterly shattered, momentum broken, being at a complete loss of what to do next. Sounds so familiar..

Similarly, there are tyco bull eyes, just as there are stray shots which were initially expected to be perfect shots. As much as we dabble about the unfairness if it all, we are all part of this system when sometimes we don't get what we pay for.

-to be continued-

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