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January 24, 2011

A backstory behind every blogpost


Honestly, I feel like a machine- churning out brainpower and forcing myself to do things that I know should be done. Everything is rushing up to me; I don't want to snowball.

There is such a long long way to go, and already I feel like I can't keep this up anymore. This is ridiculous- I wonder how I going to last till November in this state.

Discipline is when you do what you're supposed to do the right things at the right time. Doesn't that sound like a programed robot?

I'd rather be disappointed with myself knowing that i didn't put in enough effort, than to have done everything I can and still feel as helpless as ever.

P.S. The lame thing is that I'm not even doing anything much ._.

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