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December 19, 2010

Floating thoughts


I'm wasting each day, waking up at 11am, breakfast, lunch, drama, playing chess with my brothers, walking around the house looking for stuff to eat, itouch games, more drama, dinner and sleep.

My life is a parallel to someone who has just finished a levels :/Or has already retired, for that matter..

This is not a good thing at all D: How am I supposed to finish this crazy load of work when The Nightmare (otherwise known as 2011) begins?

Sometimes I look at people who have it all without lifting so much as a finger. Sigh, maybe it's just that I don't see their efforts while I laze around all the time.

In any case, I'm really, really, truly bored this holiday, being cooped up at home all day ):

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It's nice spending time with my family though, where I derive simple joys, not having to think so much about problems with people; feeling lost, betrayed, annoyed, jealous; trying so hard to accommodate everything and put on a positive front.

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