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May 27, 2010

Wake up

Karaoke on monday, eileen's house & pw meeting on tuesday, full time slacking on wednesday.

Attempting to do gp for the past 6 hours.

Some things have happened the past few days that made me conscious about how I handle relationships. I've been hurt, so many times, such that I no longer give in enough commitment to something that might just disintegrate within seconds.

Not sure whether that's a good thing.

I've become this really fickle, a happy-go-lucky character, taking a day as it comes, succumbing to addictions, not tied down to anything, stress-free, without a care in this world.

Wonder if it's because of circumstances that I've become the way I am now?

Because of the so many times when I really work for something, and things just.. don't happen.

Or maybe I'm still not doing enough.

I'm kind of afraid what will happen if I continue like this.

Someone please, wake me up.

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