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May 17, 2010

Moving on


I wish I could just move on.

Stop clinging to the past, missing this, missing that, missing whatever that's not going to be there anymore. How pathetic can I get?

It has always been like this- how often do I live in the moment, and cherish whatever I have? I often have I actually ENJOYED something?

I wish I wouldn't be so sore about everyone ELSE moving on, too.

#1. Stop the incessant stalking of people on facebook.

It's either I have a problem, or circumstances just get worser and worser with each coming day.

I don't understand, others seem to be getting along so fine, finding their own places in this school, making friends that will last a lifetime, while I just brood and complain, brood and complain.

Argh.

I suck.

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Oh, so today I was studying on the range before school alone (haven of all things bonding-related YEAH RIGHT) Jianfeng came down. Not saying it's a big deal or anything, but I think I still feel resentment towards all those involved. Like wtf, someone uncommitted, unexperienced, unappreciative, unmotivated, unenthusiatic for _.

They didn't even give a damn about the votes.

Just saying.

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