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April 19, 2010

Get over it.


This world is moving too fast.

I feel like I can't write here anymore. I've become even more hidden, and I can't afford to expose my flaws. I'm not even sure if I should be writing now.

A bus ride home today made me think about how everything has become a competition.
I need to stop thinking I'm well ahead.. I'm not. Now everything is at stake, I'm like.. @.@

Shall keep back on certain rants, but I really don't understand how everything is so screwed up. Don't you have any concept of ranking? Maybe I think too much. Oh, if only I can talk to someone who would comprehend all my nonsense sometimes-over-analytical thinking.

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I'm afraid. Afraid of how our friendship cannot stand against the dark times. Surely we're not just superficial friends? I'm so disappointed in myself, but I really don't know what to do. I love you as a friend, but there's always this distance drawn. I'm not sure if I put it there myself.

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